I'm trying to keep things normal for the kids.
I find myself not sleeping the past few nights.
I go to bed crying. I wake up crying.
I knew this was coming. I just didn't expect it to be now. No one did.
Thursday I got to sit and talk with my grandfather. Friday morning after breakfast he was gone. Had I known I would of never left his side.
I have been very fortunate not to have had many deaths in my family. This is still new to me. The sadness, sorrow and feeling of great loss.
My grandfather and I had a very special bond. I was his best buddy. I was his only grandchild.
Tomorrow is the burial. It will be a first for my kids. How can you keep it normal? You can't. It will be one of the hardest days of my life.
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