Drama

Drama, we all have it. We all get involved in it. We get sucked into it even when we try to stay out of it.

As a kid I didn't go through much drama. My parents really didn't talk much at all so really there never seemed to be much drama. Except for the days that my father would come home an announce we were moving yet again due to his job. I know better now that I'm an adult with divorced parents that there was most certainly drama, I just never saw it until the end when they separated. Things for them got better and they both remarried. My life changed so much during those 3 years. I would say it was by far the hardest part of my childhood. Drama we all have it.

Fast forward to life now and really I've been lucky. Sure there has been drama but nothing that isn't dealt with quickly and then we move on. 2009 maybe a little more drama than I'd like. 2010 unfortunately doesn't seem to be getting any better. I've got immediate family drama, I have extended family drama and I have my own personal drama going on. Is this really how the year 2010 is going to be?

I figure in order to get passed the drama you have to ask for help. You have to be willing to talk about it. In regards to my body. It's falling apart and it scares me to death. I have been dealing with injuries for so long that I just want to scream and give up. But I can't, all I can do it ask for help. I refuse to give up. Family drama well that's a whole other story. Sometimes you can ask for help and sometimes you want to shy away from helping. Shy away from the drama. I've learned to never shy away from the drama. Jump in with both feet, voice my opinion, tell it like it is. This sometimes backfires but more than not it's helpful.

There's always going to be drama, you just have to figure out a way to deal with it.